It might be your best.

Most time people say waisted years can be recovered....

But am sorry to disappoint you, it can never be recovered

The bible says.... Ecclesiastes  3:1 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

Every time has its own purpose, once you missed it , it can never come back.

Doing exploit in preceding time or years is not recovering from the past, but making good use of the present time.

Every time is precious, don't ever misuse any seconds of your life.....

.... It might be your best....

Know that you can't go back to the past and make amends.

Even if you have waisted years in past, make good use of NOW

May God help you.